i am lost pls bring me the smiling competition with biswax



happy burps raymond haiyoooo
weekends flew past
with a blink of an eye
not work-productive for me
:/

spent my weekends with the guys
raymond's bday + the match
been so long since i last spend so much time w them!
wow,the feeling feels too familiar haha.

being in the same crowd ...
rly hard i swear but i did it, huge relief
always good to look at the big picture yknw.
like the wise one would say.

my dad's back
and he's been telling me
to clean my room
clean my life
cause my new life will start
on 1 august.
i get abit irritated when i hear it
cause i dont rly want a new start
(although im so shitty and my attitude sucks
and i offend ppl and make everyone ard me angry
i prolly shd get a new start)
im so lazy to fix my life :/

haiyaaa what to do.
this week is also gna come and go
like the malaysia paytoll. oh ya.
touch and go.

weekends oh weekends
get off my mind
so i can get back in track
on my ..work... nobody talks to me at night anymore.
i guess i have to depend on cr again.
or talk to myself like a few days ago.
zzz i've got garlic naan,chicken tikka,hariyali kebab
in my system after soccer
mmmm
so fulllll but satisfyinggggg
today was a really peaceful friday
with kong and berry
until 6.30pm.

but at the back of my mind
im thinking of my
handburgerrrs at home... ciao
im gna crash
and hopefully the motivation
and drive in me stays tmr and the day after
and the day after tmr and so on
hahaha

you're part of the reason why
im pushing myself however lazy i am.
i can easily just fall into temptation and
spend time with my bolster. but i didnt.
if you can do it so can i rightttttt!?
dayum you're a role model hahaha. as days passes
i realize my msn friends
are getting fewer
i dont even talk to anyone on msn anymore
as sucky as that sounds.


c4d and me equals blank.
or maybe i dont bother understanding
it,like how someone takes time to understand you.
half of me am rly thankful for this proj
half of me wished i didnt have to deal with it
cause i wna go wwwet with danny all on monday
dont think i can anymore :/

the thought of orientation on wed
scares the shit outta me
its just 5 more days
im so scared of stepping out of my zone
sighzzz

batam and mbs is mostly what
i'm looking forward to next week
time passes so fasttttt
i wna curse and swear its end july already!
bangkok.we were waiting for the day to come
it crept so slowly, but now its long gone...
2011 waits for no one. its dragging my soul to catch up.
tie a rope to me and attach it to a sleigh with 100 dogs on a 50degrees snow slope.
add in an avalanche too.
yup thats how fast 2011 is.
i can just imagine being dragged by a running horse.

i think i got nth else to say
rly speechless.
its like the ants ate everything of me and ran away.
now the cupcake cup is empty.
nobody wants the crumbs i guess.

work
in
progress guess what!
i succumb to temptation
and went to cr haha kill me!
all i was talking to were pretty girls
woopsy turning les alr haha

still have post bkk blues
zaki came over today to start
our handburger proj in c4d
gasppppp c4d. yeah im gna
learn it fast! i better learn it fast!
and then i was watching home and health
and he was rendering something
and then went he turn to talk to me,
haha he got a shock
cause i teared while watching
little ppl big world.
he thinks im weird.
i rly have to give this face
-.-
hahah so funny we just laughed lo
but in my heart i kept on thinking
i vry weird meh??

met kong shrooms and lex at alameen
wanted to catch up w kong one eh!
then the boys came over to my hse
to use my interpal haha.

my friends are calling me out
but i have to do this proj!
come on i can do this.
yay gna watch circle of life in august!
muahaha ahh cant sleep
think of this,think of that.
rly sorry for bring annoyed
everytime you ask me whats
100 baht.
so sorry.

i wna try (w) so badly
i wna be happy
faster sb bring meee!
i miss my dad shit. i dont think im overeacting
enjoyable trip with qh and zak yay i've packed,
done everything on my checklist
just needa get some sleep!
oh btw ali left today for soccer trials in europe
all the best to my abang neighbour!

went to ahma's house
for lunch this early noon
yeah so hard to get up
and i got lost in balestier alone hah
went ard to look for hoisin sauce and limes
for my mum cause we were gna
prepare vietnamese rice rolls for dinner ltr
that night yumyums
so yummy and it looks healthy hehe
got home and bom!
slept till 5plus ish
with the whatsapp alert tone
ringing away. too tired to layan.
kanchiong spider boil the bee hoon
before my mum reaches home.

met the 3 headed bulldogs too
roff roff!
woohoo in a few hrs time
short getaway,
ok whatever bye. the day was so awesum and happy!
got to meet loozetouch for awhilezz,
got to meet nami and rashid!
got to meet sb till 5am!
imma gna crash and wake at 10ish
nighttxx

:D cant sleep. been chillin at home today when i first met him,i knew he was the one"(what bullshit) tmr i can wait!
gna get a bb hug by feedee.
t im not gna so say so much here omg i cannot tahan life is a bitch sometimes